I’ve written a whole article on the incredible gift that “Women Don’t Owe You Pretty” is to womankind, including thirteen quotes of Florence Given’s book. But aside from that, there is one essential takeaway that shook me to my core. There is the question I read, and then reread, and then couldn’t escape, no matter how much I tried. It seeped into my every action; it led to a spiral of questions that followed.
So without further ado, here it is:
“How much of my femininity is who I truly am, and how much of it is a product of patriarchal brainwashing to exist for male consumption?” — Florence Given, Women Don’t Owe You Pretty.
Try to answer this question to yourself, consider all of the things you do in the name of femininity/beauty, and how many of them you do yourself. For example, I recently decided to stop shaving, at least for a few months. It’s a challenge to myself, to stop viewing my bodily hair as gross or unnatural. I want to know what I look like with it; maybe I even prefer having it. I want to accept everything of my body, even if I later decide I like having it shaved.
It was confronting to realise that I shaved for others, that if no one ever saw my armpits again, I would never bother to have them bare. What actions do you complete for patriarchal standards? It could be the makeup you wear, the skirts or dresses, shaving or waxing, colouring your grey hair. The list is endless. Also, consider what you don’t do because of them, things you could try or experiment with. It’s freeing to open up those possibilities, ones we never saw as within reach.
Because it isn’t just one question, it’s all the questions that are covered by it:
Dare to ask yourself these questions, and dare actually to answer them. Spoiler alert: your answer will differ to those around you, and that’s okay! We’re not designed to be carbon copies; we’re beautifully unique, so why try to fight it?
I’m not shaving until I reach a point where I don’t feel the need to, where I don’t feel embarrassed by it. That means that plenty of people in the gym or spinning class get to enjoy my hairy armpits. That means my boyfriend gets to experience them for as long as I do.
Push yourself to be uncomfortable. You might not know which aspects of your beauty of body identity are for you and others until you try to take them away until you completely change them. Dare to experiment, and practice doing things for you and how you like to look. This is your body, don’t let people tell you how to govern it. If makeup allows you to feel confident and unique, then wear it, wear it however you want to. Purple lips or orange eyeshadow or a streak of blush. Do what you want to wear, not what others would like to see from you. Use every opportunity as a chance to express yourself and define who you are and what you want from this world. Our body is our canvas, and don’t let the viewer become the artist.
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